waiting for my someday

today you broke my heart into million pieces. 

whatever happened to your “i don’t intend to fix something that isn’t broken” promise?

Oh, i get it. Since you have nothing else to fix, you decided to break “it” so that you’ll have something to work on.

I’m writing about this cos I don’t wanna lose all the memories of my experience in the Stars concert last night with Aizel!

It was soooooo much fun! They are really amazing with their live performance! They were very engaging and one can see that they are really enjoying the crowd. They even extended their set list because of their appreciation of the audience’s energy. Also, I think that they weren’t expecting a lot of people. Apparently, there are lots of cool people out there who are fans of Stars! I was so happy to be surrounded by fellow fans.

They sang all of my favourite songs!!! I just can’t get over how good they are! Cos some band sound bad on their live performances. But Stars!!! Oh my God! I was just smiling all throughout their performance. My feet and my back were already aching before they even started because I was standing for more than 2 hours already but when they went up the stage all the pain went away! I stood for almost 3 hours but it was okay! The pain and soreness were all worth it!

And then when they sang “Your Ex-Lover Is Dead,” all of us went wild! It was so funny cos it seems like almost everyone was waiting dfor them to sing this song. All the cameras and phones went up the air to record this glorious moment! Almost everyone was singing along! Gaaaah! I was just so happy I almost wept!

 When I first heard this song almost three years ago, I immediately fell in love with it and had it on repeat for almost a week. I just didn’t expect that I will be able to hear it live! Thank God for bringing me there!

Anyways, they promised that they will go back. And when that time comes, I hope I could bring more friends so they can see how great Stars is! J

today i learned 2 sad news. very very devastating news. and these news seem to bring no hope for the future. 

these words are probably caused by extreme emotions i’m feeling right now but yeah, the bright future i’ve been dreaming for days seems far fetched now.

oh wells, i’ve been through days worse than this. a few months from now, i’ll look back and smile at the bittersweet words and feelings.

cuckoo

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